I wonder when I will go to bed.

It seems my mom didn't leave for work this time. I coincidentally walked out of my room, the garage, with a glass of water and my brother was going to use the restroom. He said oh it's 6:00. We're seeing Inception this weekend. My family doesn't often buy food. I imagine it's tight on money. Speaking of which of my $100 monthly allowance I will spend the $10 for star search casting. I can probably get into something good. With practice I'll really get up there. I don't really know if I would do well on a TV show. They seem to have more to remember. I watched the girl who was Alice on her show where she goes in and talks to a psychologist each episode. That's a lot to remember. I guess my dream is that I don't have to work and that I can wait to do acting. Something else that would make me happy is to finish sorting out my papers I used for online, like making sites or cute sock accounts or things I try out, there's shopping etc. I do feel funny going out in public. It's like I wanna be a movie actress but am considered shy, quiet, and nice in real life. For me being called exotic instead of Spanish is a compliment.